So I totally decide something awesome and amazing is happening sooner than I thought. And then I discover something really crappy and evil. I suppose it could be worse. Also, I hate facebook relationship statuses. They suck some days.
Well I did have an amazing weekend! ha, for the record
March 29, 2009
March 26, 2009
50 questions you've never been asked (we'll see...)
1, What color is your toothbrush? orange, blue, and white
2, Name one person who made you smile today: whoever started the fire in the girl's bathroom today, I just had to laugh and smile
3, What were you doing at 8 am this morning? walking out to the bus in the rain because the bus aide is -----------
4, What were you doing 45 minutes ago? working out at the gym, probaly the bike
5, What is your favorite candy bar? 3 musketeers!! I love love love it!
6, Have you ever been to a strip club? Nope
7, What is the last thing you said aloud? thank you
8. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? Cookie dough or birthday cake
9, What was the last thing you had to drink? water
10, Do you like your wallet? yes! I love it and just got it.
11, What was the last thing you ate? yogurt
12, Have you bought any new clothing items this week? well Saturday I bought a green shirt
13, The last sporting event you watched? wow, I couldn't tell you. superbowl?
14, What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? cheese
15, Who is the last person you sent a text message to? hmm I think Rodney
16, Ever go camping? yes and I heart it
17, Do you take vitamins daily? yes only one, not vitaminS
18, Do you go to church every Sunday? yes
19, Do you have a tan? no, I'm a naturally tanner person though
20, Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza? nope
21, Do you drink your soda with a straw? if I get it at a resteraunt
22, What did your last text message say? "I thought, there must be something wrong. why is she calling so early?"- rodney
23, What are you doing tomorrow? going to work, handing in my Vaap's, driving to Sarah's, hugging Sarah, and then stealing all of sarah's earthly belongings after I knock her out, shhh it's a secert.
25, Look to your left, what do you see? my red jacket coat
26, What color is your watch? silver
27, What do you think of when you hear Australia? my best friend!
29, Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? I'm a drive thru junkie...
30. What is your favorite number? probaly 5
31, Who's the last person you talked to on the phone? grandma
32, Any plans today? Well I already did a bunch of stuff, but I still have to shower, pack, clean up, buy more litter, and going to P.F. Chang's with the posses (ha posse)
33, How many states have you lived in? 4 - 2- PA and VA
34, Biggest annoyance right now? wishing I was packed up already and that my apartment cleaned itself
35, Last song listened to? I dunno
36, Can you say the alphabet backwards? yes
37, Do you have a maid service clean your house? no, I wouldn't mind that though, just have them wipe down walls and do the floors
38, Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time? I don't have a favorite
39, Are you jealous of anyone? probaly
40, Is anyone jealous of you? probaly not
41, Do you love anyone? family and friends
42, Do any of your friends have children? yes, but not any close close friends
43, What do you usually do during the day? go to work, go to the gym, hang out with people or do stuff at church
44, Do you hate anyone that you know right now? ha no
45, Do you use the word 'hello' daily? i guess I say hey a lot too
46, What color is your car? blue
47, Do you like cats? no
48. Are you thinking about someone right now? yes
49, Have you ever been to Six Flags? no
50. If you were president for the day, what would you do? hire someone else for that day
2, Name one person who made you smile today: whoever started the fire in the girl's bathroom today, I just had to laugh and smile
3, What were you doing at 8 am this morning? walking out to the bus in the rain because the bus aide is -----------
4, What were you doing 45 minutes ago? working out at the gym, probaly the bike
5, What is your favorite candy bar? 3 musketeers!! I love love love it!
6, Have you ever been to a strip club? Nope
7, What is the last thing you said aloud? thank you
8. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? Cookie dough or birthday cake
9, What was the last thing you had to drink? water
10, Do you like your wallet? yes! I love it and just got it.
11, What was the last thing you ate? yogurt
12, Have you bought any new clothing items this week? well Saturday I bought a green shirt
13, The last sporting event you watched? wow, I couldn't tell you. superbowl?
14, What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? cheese
15, Who is the last person you sent a text message to? hmm I think Rodney
16, Ever go camping? yes and I heart it
17, Do you take vitamins daily? yes only one, not vitaminS
18, Do you go to church every Sunday? yes
19, Do you have a tan? no, I'm a naturally tanner person though
20, Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza? nope
21, Do you drink your soda with a straw? if I get it at a resteraunt
22, What did your last text message say? "I thought, there must be something wrong. why is she calling so early?"- rodney
23, What are you doing tomorrow? going to work, handing in my Vaap's, driving to Sarah's, hugging Sarah, and then stealing all of sarah's earthly belongings after I knock her out, shhh it's a secert.
25, Look to your left, what do you see? my red jacket coat
26, What color is your watch? silver
27, What do you think of when you hear Australia? my best friend!
29, Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? I'm a drive thru junkie...
30. What is your favorite number? probaly 5
31, Who's the last person you talked to on the phone? grandma
32, Any plans today? Well I already did a bunch of stuff, but I still have to shower, pack, clean up, buy more litter, and going to P.F. Chang's with the posses (ha posse)
33, How many states have you lived in? 4 - 2- PA and VA
34, Biggest annoyance right now? wishing I was packed up already and that my apartment cleaned itself
35, Last song listened to? I dunno
36, Can you say the alphabet backwards? yes
37, Do you have a maid service clean your house? no, I wouldn't mind that though, just have them wipe down walls and do the floors
38, Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time? I don't have a favorite
39, Are you jealous of anyone? probaly
40, Is anyone jealous of you? probaly not
41, Do you love anyone? family and friends
42, Do any of your friends have children? yes, but not any close close friends
43, What do you usually do during the day? go to work, go to the gym, hang out with people or do stuff at church
44, Do you hate anyone that you know right now? ha no
45, Do you use the word 'hello' daily? i guess I say hey a lot too
46, What color is your car? blue
47, Do you like cats? no
48. Are you thinking about someone right now? yes
49, Have you ever been to Six Flags? no
50. If you were president for the day, what would you do? hire someone else for that day
March 23, 2009
20 random facts again
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 20 unique facts about your self (Not to be confused with the 20 random things, facts, habits, or goals you posted a couple Months ago). At the end, choose people you want to here from and tag them!
1. I wrote letters to a stranger.
2. Sometimes I hold conversations with myself, sometimes pretending to be someone else.
3. I don't really like wearing clothes and that's why it takes me so long to open the door when an unexpected guest arrives.
4. Sometimes when I read I skip over descriptive paragraph because I find them boring and like to create images of things and people myself and in my head.
5. I once threw up on a girl at a sleepover and moved away from her and never fessed up. No one ever knew it was me.
6. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be able to pick my students up and toss them like babies.
7. If any of my students were orphaned or moved out of there homes, I would take them in, no question about that.
8. I get a thrill when I do something for the first time and usually can't hold in my smiles and I usually giggle to myself.
9. I usually don't like to bother other people with my problems so I just listen to theirs.
10. There are some few lucky people in my life who hear all my problems though :)
11. Sometimes I stay up really late doing nothing or just thinking, I really don't sleep that much and I never really have.
12. I'm not really a people pleaser, I'm more likely to agree with someone just so they will stop annoying me, not because I want to please them.
13. I know what I want, but I don't know how to get it
14. My love for reading stems from a really bad childhood experience
15. I was a really mean middle schooler and I regret it a ton. I wish I could punch my middle school self
16. Even though I love my job I could see myself being just as happy being a stay at home mom and when I tell people that they think I'm joking.
17. When a guy holds a door open for me, it melts my head a bit, even if it's a 80 year old man
18. I kinda think I would be a good greeting card maker/developer
19. It takes me a really long time to forget someone, really long
20. I saw a ghost once and I never want to see one again!
March 22, 2009
I will sell you this xanax for 5 dollars...
I feel like I've been super busy the past 7 days. But I've been SO happy, so I suppose that is a good trade off. I don't know why. I just have been feeling light hearted lately, even if I have the vaap's trying to weigh me down.
I think a lot has to do with me just being me more often. It takes me a while to get completely comfortable with people. I guess this week I've realized I've been acting like my weird random self with my friends here more and it feels good! :D
So not much else is new. I have another busy week ahead of me, which rots, but I'm sure it'll be ok.
Oh, after 2 months of looking for new and cheap black flat shoes, I found a pair. and I found a British store in one of the malls here and got one of my favorite card games there! It was exciting, I danced a little in the store when I found it!
Church and lunch after was really awesome today! I'm so thankful God lead me to 1st Baptist! No doubt about that. none at all.
So I really wanna watch the Amazing Race, but Obama is on the tv. I mean I love that he is letting the public keep him accountable by doing interviews and letting us know what's going on, but I'd really like to watch my show. Can't he do it on another night?
I think a lot has to do with me just being me more often. It takes me a while to get completely comfortable with people. I guess this week I've realized I've been acting like my weird random self with my friends here more and it feels good! :D
So not much else is new. I have another busy week ahead of me, which rots, but I'm sure it'll be ok.
Oh, after 2 months of looking for new and cheap black flat shoes, I found a pair. and I found a British store in one of the malls here and got one of my favorite card games there! It was exciting, I danced a little in the store when I found it!
Church and lunch after was really awesome today! I'm so thankful God lead me to 1st Baptist! No doubt about that. none at all.
So I really wanna watch the Amazing Race, but Obama is on the tv. I mean I love that he is letting the public keep him accountable by doing interviews and letting us know what's going on, but I'd really like to watch my show. Can't he do it on another night?
March 19, 2009
wow I was bored again and cleaning is out of the question
So I'm kinda tired now. Although cooking tonight I flipped my food with the frying pan toss. I was so proud of myself. I almost didn't do it cos I was like oh no I'm going to spill all my food. Then I was like balls to wall Grybos! ha. I had a long, but good day.
Eliseology
***********FOODOLOGY***************
What is your salad dressing of choice? Ranch
What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Red Robin
What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? Cheese
What are your pizza toppings of choice? chicken, pineapple, cheese, pepperoni, spinach
What do you like to put on your toast? butter or peanut butter and honey
***********TECHNOLOGY***************
How many televisions are in your house? 1
What color cell phone do you have? Black
Do you have an Ipod? Yes, shuffle. Weird I was just thinking about how I need to charge it.
***************BIOLOGY******************
Are you right-handed or left-handed? Right
Have you ever had anything removed from your body? um, mucus, spit, and such
What is the last heavy item you lifted? the bag of teaching stuff Sharon gave me
Have you ever been knocked unconscious? No
************DUMBOLOGY******************
How many pairs of flip flops do you own? um wow 8-10ish. ha. I love flip flops!
Last time you had a run-in with the cops? I run into them at church every Sunday
Last person you talked to? Ashley
Last person you hugged? Sharon
**************FAVORITOLOGY****************
Season? Spring
Holiday? Thanksgiving
Day of the week? Friday
Month? May
***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************
Missing someone? Lots of people
Mood? tired and lazy, ha
Watching? This computer screen
Worrying about? finishing the vaap's and what I'm doing this Saturday
***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************
First place you went this morning? the mail box, to mail my Netflix
What's the last movie you saw? hmm, I guess it was a movie, ASSCAT
Do you smile often? I try to
Sleeping Alone tonight? no, Bennie will be all over me
***************OTHER-OLOGY*****************
1) Do you always answer your phone? When I remember to turn it off silent
2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it? Kt, true story
3) If you could change your eye color what would it be? blue or green. I hate my eye colors, way to bring it up survey...
3b) If you could change your hair color, what color would you change it to? I guess like redish brown
4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? I've never done it. BUT if I did CHERRY
5) Do you own a digital camera? Yes
6)Have you ever had a pet fish? yes and I always kill them
7) Favorite Christmas song(s)? Merry Freakin' Christmas
8) What's on your wish list for your birthday? a fancy dinner out! That's all I want! Now I just have to talk my pappy into it
9) Can you do push ups? Yes, mostly likely...:/
10) Can you do a chin up? heck no!!! well at least not with taking my feet off the ground
11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited? a nice mix of the two...even though I'm "settled" into life right now, I have no idea what the future holds and where I'll be
12) Do you have any saved texts? nope, I did save one once for like 4 months cos it made me SO happy! But then I deleted it, ha. true story.
13) Ever been in a car wreck? yes
14) Do you have an accent? A coal region one I guess
15) What is the last song to make you cry? ummm one song in church 2 weeks ago. I don't know it's name though
16) Plans tonight? the night is over. Office. 30 Rock. reading. sleeping.
17)Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? yeah I've been there more than once! ha
18) Name 3 things you bought yesterday? BK food, Diet Coke at work, and nothing else
19) Have you ever been given roses? My lovely pappy has gotten me roses, Regina from high school, Mrs. Doyle, and I think maybe Sarah did during college...hmm I can't remember.
20) Current worry? repeat. I refuse to answer!
21) Current hate right now? economic crisis. war. giving money to companies with not tight enough restrictions.
22) Met someone who changed your life? yes and still is changing it :)
23) How did you bring in the New Year? At the lovely house on the hill with some friends.
24) What song represents you? We're all Animals Kimya Dawson, ha. Seriously I dunno. You tell me.
25) Name three people who might complete this? no one. nodda. not you.
Eliseology
***********FOODOLOGY******
What is your salad dressing of choice? Ranch
What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Red Robin
What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? Cheese
What are your pizza toppings of choice? chicken, pineapple, cheese, pepperoni, spinach
What do you like to put on your toast? butter or peanut butter and honey
***********TECHNOLOGY*****
How many televisions are in your house? 1
What color cell phone do you have? Black
Do you have an Ipod? Yes, shuffle. Weird I was just thinking about how I need to charge it.
***************BIOLOGY****
Are you right-handed or left-handed? Right
Have you ever had anything removed from your body? um, mucus, spit, and such
What is the last heavy item you lifted? the bag of teaching stuff Sharon gave me
Have you ever been knocked unconscious? No
************DUMBOLOGY*****
How many pairs of flip flops do you own? um wow 8-10ish. ha. I love flip flops!
Last time you had a run-in with the cops? I run into them at church every Sunday
Last person you talked to? Ashley
Last person you hugged? Sharon
**************FAVORITOLOGY
Season? Spring
Holiday? Thanksgiving
Day of the week? Friday
Month? May
***********CURRENTOLOGY***
Missing someone? Lots of people
Mood? tired and lazy, ha
Watching? This computer screen
Worrying about? finishing the vaap's and what I'm doing this Saturday
***************RANDOMOLOGY
First place you went this morning? the mail box, to mail my Netflix
What's the last movie you saw? hmm, I guess it was a movie, ASSCAT
Do you smile often? I try to
Sleeping Alone tonight? no, Bennie will be all over me
***************OTHER-OLOGY
1) Do you always answer your phone? When I remember to turn it off silent
2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it? Kt, true story
3) If you could change your eye color what would it be? blue or green. I hate my eye colors, way to bring it up survey...
3b) If you could change your hair color, what color would you change it to? I guess like redish brown
4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? I've never done it. BUT if I did CHERRY
5) Do you own a digital camera? Yes
6)Have you ever had a pet fish? yes and I always kill them
7) Favorite Christmas song(s)? Merry Freakin' Christmas
8) What's on your wish list for your birthday? a fancy dinner out! That's all I want! Now I just have to talk my pappy into it
9) Can you do push ups? Yes, mostly likely...:/
10) Can you do a chin up? heck no!!! well at least not with taking my feet off the ground
11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited? a nice mix of the two...even though I'm "settled" into life right now, I have no idea what the future holds and where I'll be
12) Do you have any saved texts? nope, I did save one once for like 4 months cos it made me SO happy! But then I deleted it, ha. true story.
13) Ever been in a car wreck? yes
14) Do you have an accent? A coal region one I guess
15) What is the last song to make you cry? ummm one song in church 2 weeks ago. I don't know it's name though
16) Plans tonight? the night is over. Office. 30 Rock. reading. sleeping.
17)Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? yeah I've been there more than once! ha
18) Name 3 things you bought yesterday? BK food, Diet Coke at work, and nothing else
19) Have you ever been given roses? My lovely pappy has gotten me roses, Regina from high school, Mrs. Doyle, and I think maybe Sarah did during college...hmm I can't remember.
20) Current worry? repeat. I refuse to answer!
21) Current hate right now? economic crisis. war. giving money to companies with not tight enough restrictions.
22) Met someone who changed your life? yes and still is changing it :)
23) How did you bring in the New Year? At the lovely house on the hill with some friends.
24) What song represents you? We're all Animals Kimya Dawson, ha. Seriously I dunno. You tell me.
25) Name three people who might complete this? no one. nodda. not you.
March 17, 2009
some things are worth the wait
Happy St. Patrick's Day. This day really was never a big deal to me at all. Until my 2nd year of college when I moved in with my now best friend Sarah King. She introduced me to a world of St. Patrick's day fun! I just celebrated my 4th one with her and it was wonderful again. There's few people in life who I feel like I can pick up with them completely whenever and it's a treasure to have someone like Sarah. I just feel like even though we're 100 miles away (almost exactly). When we get together I can tell her whatever and feel completely comfortable around her. Ok, I know this is a random post about the love I have for my best friend. Sorry for that other readers.
I'm going to start a new book tonight, which excites me!! :D I know this is really random but I've been wanting a kiss on my forehead lately and today at school I was sitting down and my one student just walked up and kissed me on the forehead. It made me chuckle a lot! I love my kiddos! ha. So I may just go for it and take a leap of faith! We'll see how brave I am tomorrow :/
I'm going to start a new book tonight, which excites me!! :D I know this is really random but I've been wanting a kiss on my forehead lately and today at school I was sitting down and my one student just walked up and kissed me on the forehead. It made me chuckle a lot! I love my kiddos! ha. So I may just go for it and take a leap of faith! We'll see how brave I am tomorrow :/
March 16, 2009
That's why I don't write blogs
I dunno what you want me to write about? everything important? oh are you going to *click click* Organ this summer? OH where is he gonna go? I don't know! Do you want to go somewhere else? I don't know. I was going to tell you too, umm, umm, *click click*, my brain is mush *singing singing*, what was I going to say? oh um that week that we were gonna come up after school? Do you have school that Monday? oh ok oi. Never mind I was thinking it was the wrong day. Cos they're having a northern neck wine festival, the 13th, that Saturday. That would be fun if everyone came here 1st and then we went down to your house. Yeah, it's not Tuesday it's the Saturday before. sorry. no that's ok, I was totally wrong and... I have to poop. I do to! Did you look up your thing? What thing? Did you look up, ah, the thing on the hill cafe? No I just wrote down the address, I'll check it after school. oh ok. I have faith in my GPS, I love it. yeah... yeah I'm gonna...I printed the instructions just in case, but, I um. I'm just gonna put in the address if I can't find it again. Remember it's east. Yeah I have it on the instructions now. so... You're typing away I'm excited to read it. You'll like it! ohh ohhh ohhh. yeah...yeah.. that's it? What else do you want from me? ahh I don't know. gosh what do I tell JT? She just asked if I have any birthday plans. What are you going to tell her? I dunno. Probably just dinner I guess I don't know. You can tell her I don't care. She wouldn't be able to leave with me anyways cos she has work... yeah. Mr. D wrote on my wall. Did he just write on your wall? Yea I just got an e-mail. He said he'll be relaxing hard work. If he was 40 years younger I'd scoop him up! only 40 years do you know how old he is? umm 62? 62? Maybe 65? That's almost the age of my mom. yeah. Your mom is pretty hot. Are you talking to him on facebook? No he wrote on my wall. I'm not on facebook. What did he write? What are you on? I'm writing a blog! oh yeah. He said he's working hard. OH. Are you? I dunno it's only 20 dollars. Oh that's good. I think. She was going to check it out today. Yeah that's cool. I know. I'm real cool. Like ice. You are cool. Why thank you mam. I don't think I could ever be married to someone if there was three wives. For the record. I don't think I could either. Me either for the record. It would a little rough. Why are you talking to me and writing a blog? are you ummm... yes i am multi-talented! yeah I can tell... Did you tell JT? uhh I just said I was going to dinner and um I was skipping hand bells. ohh. so... But then I said how was your Monday? and she said she needs a new job. But her internet keeps dying! so...yeah that's rough. and with like so many jobs around here like hopefully it will be easier for her to find a closer job. hopefully. are you just like writing everything we're saying? no. I doubt that. I doubt that a lot. I'm just blogging, like you told me to. Just talking everything we say, that's all. I can hear you typing. type away. type away. I can't type that fast please. Liar. *meow* ohhh. what. nothing. Just really tired I feel like. The weather has down. right. yea the rainy weather is crappy. 10:30, oh gosh. I'm terrible at this going to bed thing, why do we always have to do that. yeah I dunno. it does suck, I wish school started later in the day. me to! stop collaborate and listen!
March 15, 2009
you think you're Jesus Christ
hey homez. Well this weekend was okay. I had fun running around with Ashley. Spent 2 hours at the eye place but it was actually fun. I may get orange glasses next! They looked nice on me if I do say so myself, but I dunno cos I kinda wanna get prescription sun glasses too. So we'll see. I had Tropical Smoothie Cafe yesterday too, YUM!
So yea lately I feel like I haven't been thinking about much, kinda just coasting around. I have been thinking about what this 22 year old Elise would say to the 16 year old one. ha. Weird I know. But just looking back at promises and goals I made for myself then, sometimes I'm like whoah I can't believe I wasn't doing drugs back then. ha.
So nothing else really new. Went to the Sliver Diner last night, it was good. I got a brownie thing and couldn't even finish it, it was ginormous and so good. I was glad Ashley came with me and meet my "church friends" lol. Weird saying I know, but the Christian at her work aren't really good examples of Christians, so I'm sure it was nice to see some normal ones. ha.
I'm driving to Richmond Tuesday! A bit crazy I know, but it's for a hot date! and I can't turn that down! lol
So yea lately I feel like I haven't been thinking about much, kinda just coasting around. I have been thinking about what this 22 year old Elise would say to the 16 year old one. ha. Weird I know. But just looking back at promises and goals I made for myself then, sometimes I'm like whoah I can't believe I wasn't doing drugs back then. ha.
So nothing else really new. Went to the Sliver Diner last night, it was good. I got a brownie thing and couldn't even finish it, it was ginormous and so good. I was glad Ashley came with me and meet my "church friends" lol. Weird saying I know, but the Christian at her work aren't really good examples of Christians, so I'm sure it was nice to see some normal ones. ha.
I'm driving to Richmond Tuesday! A bit crazy I know, but it's for a hot date! and I can't turn that down! lol
March 13, 2009
i can see clearly now the rain is gone
It's gonna be a bright sun shiny day! Well it was an interesting week. I learned a lot at the conference and "networked" as well. ha. It was cool to meet people and learn some stuff. So I've been obsessed with this show, Big Love. It's about polygamists and it's very interesting! Not the life for me indeed...
I got new cleaning gloves and I'm really excited to clean the oven with them. Is that weird that I enjoy cleaning? hope not...
ok, I'm going to go read. I'm gonna start keeping track of books I read. Starting with March 2009.
I got new cleaning gloves and I'm really excited to clean the oven with them. Is that weird that I enjoy cleaning? hope not...
ok, I'm going to go read. I'm gonna start keeping track of books I read. Starting with March 2009.
March 8, 2009
what's going on
So I have been receiving bad news all week. It's kinda taking a toll on me, but I just received at least some good news. Helen is out of her coma. Helen the woman who shaped me in my teen years, took me under her wing, always made me apart of her family, and loved me no matter what. I grew up calling her my weekend mom and she called me her weekend daughter. It seems she's gonna be in the hospital for a long time. I think I've been taking it hard because as morbid as it sounds we all imagine what it'll be like when /if our parents, grandparents, siblings, and friends die. Not that I do or did all the time. Just sometimes you think about how life would go on. You just forgot the mentors and other people in your life who had great impact. It really shows you who and what is important in your life. really really.
Well on that sad note. I'm going to try to sleep...
Well on that sad note. I'm going to try to sleep...
at the bottom of the ocean
This has been the worse month ever and it is only the 8th. I'm just so numb now, can't handle it...
Why does someone who never talks to me, have to say something mean to me, when I'm going through a rough time. why? like seriously why in the world did THAT need to happen today?
Why does someone who never talks to me, have to say something mean to me, when I'm going through a rough time. why? like seriously why in the world did THAT need to happen today?
March 5, 2009
slowly rising
I love you more than anything I do. I want to be with you. In a twinkling of an eye, I'll meet you in the sky and I'll be home with you...
umm feeling a tad better. Had a really amazing time at game night, really really needed that.
I think I have the most amazing best friend ever. Seriously though, if I ever see a best friend ever contest online, I am totally signing her up for it!
umm feeling a tad better. Had a really amazing time at game night, really really needed that.
I think I have the most amazing best friend ever. Seriously though, if I ever see a best friend ever contest online, I am totally signing her up for it!
March 3, 2009
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Life could you be a little softer to me?
So a real update. Well...I've just been pretty depressed the past couple days. There's a lot going on. and I even woke up today with a positive attitude. But then I went to work. Had to talk to Child Protective Services today about one of my students, which broke my heart a lot, not a little... Then my car died on the way home. Called tow truck. Went to garage. Celeste was amazing and picked me up! :D Which I felt bad cos I was just so down and out of it I couldn't even tell her the correct way to get back to my house...yea. I need to shake this hardcore. I just hate when I feel this way cos I just shut myself up. Like I already canceled plans I had for Friday and am like trying to find a good reason not to go to game night tomorrow. Lame I know, but I want to lie in bed and cry and not do anything...so there's an update..
So a real update. Well...I've just been pretty depressed the past couple days. There's a lot going on. and I even woke up today with a positive attitude. But then I went to work. Had to talk to Child Protective Services today about one of my students, which broke my heart a lot, not a little... Then my car died on the way home. Called tow truck. Went to garage. Celeste was amazing and picked me up! :D Which I felt bad cos I was just so down and out of it I couldn't even tell her the correct way to get back to my house...yea. I need to shake this hardcore. I just hate when I feel this way cos I just shut myself up. Like I already canceled plans I had for Friday and am like trying to find a good reason not to go to game night tomorrow. Lame I know, but I want to lie in bed and cry and not do anything...so there's an update..
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