quick fire challenge

So a quick bloggity blog before I go off to the gym. Saw the movie Amelia, eh, it was ok. Maybe since I paid 10 bucks for it I expected more...who knows. Just didn't really capture me at all. Maybe since I have no desire to be a pilot and always be free. And I really loved when Amy Adams played Amelia at night at the museum. I should have left and gone seen Zmobieland again. yeah. I've been super stuffed up and I don't know why. Ok, I need to leave. Will blog later.

I don't want the son I want a jury of peers

Well I'm trying to blog more...not every night but more. I have been so tired all week it is nuts! I can't tell you how many times during the days this week I caught myself dosing off. So bible study tonight was awesome again. This has been like the best study ever. It's basically is paralleling our lives now with the Israelites lives, when they were lost in the wilderness. There's been a lot of talk about fear and the grasp that fear has on most of our lives. It just has been amazing, to say the least. I stayed like a hour after just talking to ladies. I never talk that long to strangers ha. Just that good. Tomorrow should be a good day. Ms. Dawn is calling off, she has a lot of things on her plate right now that she needs to take care of. So hopefully it will be a good Thursday. Afterwards I'm going to dinner with Dana, we're going to paint, and then back to her place to watch Project Runway. So it should be a fun night. Sadly my dear best friend who I love times twenty is pretty sick, so they'll be no Washington D.C. this weekend. Which makes sense, when you're sick you just need to sleep and relax some days. Ok, well I'm going to go unload the dish washer, put in a load of laundry, and finish watching Ghost Hunters. Busy night aye? ha.

I don't want the spirit to know I want a kick drum

trying to update more for my two fans/ people I love the most :) So tonight I've been working on an iep, and have put about 15 minutes into it. I am seriously lacking paperwork motivation....but at least having motivation in other areas. Did clean up and working on ways to cut back my internet time...picked 3 "non-family" blogs to keep saved and deleted every other one, even perez, which I used to check at least daily. Guess I'm just sick of coming home and heading to my computer first, even when I don't have anything productive to do. I also deleted like over 100 people from facebook, a tad crazy I know, but a lot of ppl were distracting me by their pictures...which was annoying, to spend time investing in people who wasn't returning it. ya know. well my friend just called to go to applebee's. I can't say no, what's wrong with me? ha. I do wanna go cos then I can get something for lunch tomorrow...yum. the iep will still be here.

she's one of those anti-girls

Good morning my blog. Trying to update more. Yesterday I saw Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs. It was ok, not my choice... and it was more a movie I would rent or something. School has been going really well, I've only been feeling a little behind. Just need to pump up working on my IEPs. Yesterday I drove past the making of a commercial! It was fancy!! That probaly won't happen again today....bummer. Ok, well I need to go get ready for work. Going to Golden Corral today, hopefully my one kid won't pee his pants again while we're there. It's supposed to be a rainy week, which kinda stinks. Friday we're supposed to go to the pumpkin patch...hopefully it'll be finished by then. goo

true confessions

....I'm addicted to facebook. I check it like 5 times a day and sometimes spend a lot of time on it doing nothing. In a movement to cut back, I've decided to delete a bunch of people, who aren't important to me, but I spend time looking at all their junk. hope it works.

I would and should write more but I'm so tired now, it's sickening...

howdy

Do you curse over 10 times a day?
not out loud.
You kissed someone last night, didn't you?
dwight.
When's your birthday?
may 29.
The person you like, do they know/care?
No/no.
Want to leave town?
Desperately, for a nice foreign vaca
Name someone with the same birthday as you?
adam, he's two years older, what a loser.
Who's car did you drive in last?
besides mine, Dawn's
Your enemy is at your doorstep begging for forgiveness, what would you do?
forgive them
Would you stay with someone just because you don't want to hurt them?
nope
Would you rather get pregnant now or never be able to?
never
Do you have a box anywhere with special items you'll to keep forever?
eh, not really
If you had to, would you rather dye your hair red or black?
Black
The person you have a crush on is drunk and goes to kiss you you know they don't remember who they are?
I don't understand?
Do you know what the difference between 'your' and 'you're' is?
Yes
Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt to say goodbye?
yes
Do questions about sex in surveys make you uncomfortable?
No, I just think it's strange to share that with the world, I usually just delete them
If you had to choose one: strawberries or grapes?
difficult. I guess strawbrerries.
Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
I don't know
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
good friends, but not best
Who was the last person to comfort you as you cried?
Uhhhhhhhh....probaly the King
Do you miss your past?
some i guess
Do you care what people think of you?
To a certain extent. But not too much.
How many pillows do you sleep with?
I think there's like 4 in my bed.
Who was the first person you talked to today?
Uhm, Dawn
Who was the last person that wasn't family to give you a ride somewhere?
Dawn, to Golden Corral
Interested in anyone lately?
eh
What is the youngest you would date?
my age
What is the oldest you would date?
I dont know. It depends if you act like an old boring man. Maybe 29.
What's your name without the letters E, R, S, H, D, K, I, M,L,C, A, Y, and N?
.
What's the worst thing you've gone through in the past year?
pap cancer
Do you get distracted easily?
Yessssh.
Is it easier to forgive or to forget?
Forgive obviously.
Who is your last missed call?
Kt, she called while I was at work
Would you kiss them?
nope
What is your biggest fear about making a total commitment to someone?
what isn't a fear about that?
How was last night overall? What'd you do?
ok. went to logan's roadhouse. watched ncis. rochelle and virginia were over, made halloween party invites
Is there one person you look at and automatically smile?
my brothers
How many kids do you want when you're older?
Two or three
Will you keep your last name when you get married?
No.. That would probably be the best part about getting married. haha
Have you ever received an online message that made you cry?
yep
Do you give out second chances too easily?
I don't know.
Have you ever met someone who turned out to be amazing?
Yup.
You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, problems?
nah
Are your nails painted?
pink and black toes
Are you okay with making a total fool of yourself?
most times
What's so special about what you're wearing?
my outfit matches my new bracelet!
Do you think you'll have the same best friend a year from now?
i hope so
Have you ever thought about getting your tongue pierced?
Yeah I thought about how dumb it would be to have my tongue pierced.
Do you have a brother?
Two.
Do you think you could go a whole year without cursing?
Probaly
Are you happy with the way things are going?
for the most part
When did you meet the last female you texted?
I dunno who it was and I don't know where my phone is
Are you currently looking forward to anything?
homecoming, Christmas, summer
What is one thing that is currently bothering you?
needing some water
Do you want to cut your hair?
don't want to but I need to. Maybe next weekend
Do you have any scars?
Yep.
Is your profile private?
to strangers
Do you trust people easily?
Yup
Who was the last person that left you a comment?
I don't care enough to open another window and look. You look.
Is there a certain person that makes you feel safe?
yea
Do you believe that if you want something bad enough, you'll get it?
no.
Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
I hope. Think about me. In good ways.
What's something that can always make you feel better?
laughing
Are you going to be one hundred percent honest?
Never.
The shirt your wearing, where did you get it?
um Lane Branyt
Where do you work?
NPS-secep
Are you gonna be home tonight?
nope, bible study and then captain d's
Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
yes
Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, what do you say?
what's wrong?
Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
well here a lot of people say, "Hey how you doing?" but they don't want you to answer, so that makes me feel weird
Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Yup.
Is someone on your mind right now?
yeah, Jim & Pam. I'm glad they're getting hitched. hahah
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone & what did you talk about?
kt's voice mail about monopoly strategy
Is there someone you used to talk to everyday but don't anymore?
yep, how sad is this question
Who's the first girl you'd go to if you needed to talk?
sarah or who ever's closest, ha
Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
yes
Do you like what the ocean does to your hair?
no
How many times is A in your full name?
1
What's the weather like outside?
breezy
What are you doing tonight?
I think I already answered this.
Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
dwight
Do you get mad when people smoke around you?
Only when we're indoors and I stink like it.
Have you ever told anyone you loved them and meant it?
yes
Do you think you have made anyone happy recently?
I hope.
Do you like to cuddle?
yea

I've got gloss on my lips, a man on my hips

It's been a good, busy, and long day. So I need to do something completely mindless...So a survey...

Where would you move, if you could move anywhere right now?
Maybe Ireland or somewhere in Europe
When is the last time you talked to your biological father?
hmm, I dunno
Was your last kiss, standing up, sitting down, or laying down?
Standing up
Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
most likely
Who's bed were you on last?
my bed
Do you like to cuddle?
I do I do
Are you happy with the choices you've made?
I'm lovin' life
Do you hate the last person you kissed?
Nope
What were you doing last night at midnight?
Not sleeping....
What’s more important, trust or happiness?
If you're able to trust someone, then you're usually happy. So, you win!
What was the last thing you drank?
Water, currently drinking
What is on your wrists right now?
they're naked
Did you climb trees when you were younger?
Sometimes
Has anyone lied to you today?
Hmm, don't think so
Does it bother you when people respond to you with one word?
It depends what we're talking about, usually it does
Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
Probably...
What shoes did you wear today?
black flip flops in the am, and brown ones in the pm
Are you currently wearing a shirt with long or short sleeves?
short sleeves
Do you regret anything you've done this year so far?
eh, maybe some things but right now I'm good and lovin' life
What usually wakes you up in the morning?
My alarm :(
Is there anyone you'd like to apologize to?
No, probaly doesn't mean there isn't someone I shouldn't apologize to
Are you wearing short shorts?
Nope, just long bed shorts
Ever had a girl best friend?
Yeeeep, still do
Do you straighten your hair often?
nodda
Who was the first person you talked to today?
linda at the gym
If someone is doing something that pisses you off, do you tell them?
Most of the time, yes
Explain in detail exactly what you were doing four hours ago:
I just woke up from a nap. Then Christy called and asked if I'd come over to Rochelle's a play with them. I thought they meant games, but it was card making which made me happy :)
Does your phone have to be charged every day?
yeah
Do you have an ash tray in your room, if so what color?
Nope
What's the biggest annoyance in your life right now?
Welll...it's personal, ha
Would you ever get your tongue pierced?
ew no.
Would you ever take up photography as a career?
no, because my friend has and I know you don't make money
What smells better: gasoline or permanent marker?
gasoline
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
ummm, in some ways and in others completely different
What are you wearing?
brown shorts and blue t-shirt
What are you doing tonight?
well it's late so going to bed soon
Is anyone else in the room with you?
Dwight
Is there someone you will never forget?
Oh yes
Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
hmm, well I try not to plan
Do you miss anyone?
That I do, a lot of people
Do you smile every day?
Yes!
Excited for anything?
Mhmmm
Do you know of a song that has your name in the lyrics?
Yes, Letters to Elise by The Cure
Are you better at remembering names or faces?
faces. I am creepily good at faces...like seeing random people everywhere I go. But can't say hi cos I know they wouldn't remember me, ha.
What's your favorite piece of furniture in your room?
hmm, my desk chair
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Not those kind of "feelings"
Think a lot before you go to sleep?
not really...I used to be bad at that but haven't done it in forever
Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
Yessum
Do you miss the way things used to be?
eh, glad to be where I am now, but do miss some things
How was your weekend?
Awesomeeee
How do you feel about girls smoking?
eh pretty gross to me whoever does it.
How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
don't really care
What are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
97
The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
I think I had wine Friday night
When was the last time you cried really really hard?
Gosh, probaly when pap was diagnose with cancer
What time did you go to sleep last night?
I don't look at the clock before I sleep
Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yes, when I go to the gym. ha that's pretty much it.
When's the last time you fell asleep watching a movie?
hmm, I don't know
Do you own anything that's tie-dyed?
A blanket from the beach
Are you currently looking for a significant other?
He'll find me when it's time, ha
Do you have trust problems?
Somewhat I suppose. Like House would say, "everyone lies."
If anyone really important left your life, would you go after them?
Yes
Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
oh yes
Do you think things will change in the next few months?
Not really, but I hope one thing does
Do you think love is overrated?
Nope
If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
spring
Do you like the ocean?
I loooooove it so much!
Do you know anyone named Matt?
I do
Is your hair curly or straight?
straight
Do you wear glasses?
Yeah
Are you currently jealous?
Nahhh
What jewelery are you currently wearing?
glasses?
Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
ha yes! and I will
What do you prefer Mcdonalds or Burger King?
eh bk
Would you rather go to Greece or Hawaii?
oh gosh! This is hard, probaly Hawaii
Did you have a good birthday this year?
yes!!
If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Macaroni and cheese
How is the weather right now?
Beautifulllll
The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
that they are of the opposite sex ha