Tuesday or also known as 4 days till my birthday

So I'm not going to lie today at school it was a terrible horrible no good day! I just felt so drained that when the kids left I sat at my desk and cried a little.ha. I haven't done that in over a year, so I guess it was time. I think everyone is just ready for summer and I'm no exception to that. Just one of those days I wanted to go home and be productive and not be productive at work. :) Not every day can be a good day I suppose.

So I was very productive I checked online @ all the grocery store fliers and decided the thriftiest one to shop at this week, made a list, and then went shopping. Sad that my "treat" to myself was some cheddar beef hot dogs, ha. It's the simple things in life. I cooked some peas and 2 beef cheddar hot dogs and had probaly the best and laziest dinner ever! I was going to finish it off with some stove popped popcorn and tea. But sadly, I only have like 20 kernels left, sadly not enough to really pop and enjoy. But instead I had a yummy fudge bar. :) just as good I'd say and once my show is started I will make some yummy tea.

Well that was my day, I ate dinner and day dreamed about wearing an apron all day and cooking and making crafts...ha, maybe one day. My family and best friends are coming to visit me soon for my birthday, which will be just lovely. Yesterday I attacked my kitchen, sweeping every hidden nook and bleaching all the counters. Sadly, ruining one of my favorite shirts, I always forget bleach ruins clothes... Tomorrow I shall mop, vacuum, and rest. Okay, time to make some tea and watch some tv :) praying hard tomorrow will be a beautiful day :)

"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord

is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

Philippians 4:4-7

choclate rain.

So, it's been a pretty stressful time lately... just lots of things going on and I wish I could fast forward and be done with it. Some really good things are happening but it seems I can't even bring myself to truly enjoy them...ugh, some days I don't know what is wrong with me... But I did find out something amazing today, which makes me happy and proud.

So this Wednesday I'm going to go do something I never in a million years thought I would do!! gasp! It's to racy for this blog though :)

Okay life move over...here I come. Wow, I just realized there's only 12 more days until my birthday!! <3

I wish mosquitos suck fat, not blood...

cos I have a mosquito bite! :0)

Wow, I can't believe it's Mother's Day again! Just seem like last year it was Mother's Day and I was at Ashley's house teasing her hair out to look like Diana Ross. oh the memories.

It's completely true time goes by so fast after you graduate college....speaking of college. I guess I got into grad school, ha. I only knew because the college computer tech people sent me an e-mail telling me how to set up my school e-mail account.

So, even though I am completely unmotivated....I should start looking at a class to take I guess.
So I have an IEP to write, which is why I'm blogging because you know I like to waste time when I have things to do...which is why grad school scares me!! oh well, might as well do it and get it over with, so I can get paid some more green.

ok, I guess I will get ready to do some work for real. peace and beans:0)