finished

well my summer is finished. How was my summer you ask? Well I cried almost every day this month, does that paint a picture for you? yep. I'm just real sick of everything and almost everyone. I feel like the some of my people in my life who I have high importance for and would and do do anything for, could care less and treat me like the shit on the bottom of their shoe... it's just so hurtful I'm having issues dealing with it, a lot of issues...like why is everyone else's feelings and problems so much more important than mine?

Isn't it amazing how things will just started falling into place and start becoming good, that then everything that could go wrong, kinda does...yep

it only takes one word

One word answers only…

1. Cellphone: text
2. Relationship: complicated
3. My hair: up
4. Work: happy
5. My sisters: dead
6. My favorite thing: love
7. My dream last night: none
8. Favorite drink: tea
9. Dream car: cheap
10. The room I’m in : living-room
11. My shoes: smelly :)
12. My fears: overcome
13. What do I want to be in 10 years: mom
14. Who did I hang out with this weekend: king
15. What are you not good at: persevering
16. Muffin: poppy
17. One of my wish list items: mac
18. Where I grew up: PA
19. Last thing I did: drink
20. Wearing: pjs
21. Not wearing: socks
22. Your pets: dwight
23. Your computer: slow
24. Your life: steady
25. Your mood: confused
26. Missing: hugs
27. What am I thinking about right now? family
28. My car: dieing
29. My kitchen: empty
30. My summer: over
31. Favorite color: cerulean
32. Last time I laughed: church
33. Last time I cried: today
34. School: yay!
35. Love: somewhere

crisis

I feel like I'm having a crisis in my life, but I can't seem to nail it down. I just feel so very unmotivated.... I should be working on school assignments, but my mind just won't stop running and running. One day I'll be cool calm collected and chic. one day... I really want to go buy some flowers, I feel like that might make everything better...crazy I know.