May 19, 2011

This is me being grumpy....

I've been pretty grumpy today, for no special reason...here is a list of things I wanted to say to no one and every one in particular:
  • I don't fucking care about your night...
  • Shut up
  • You think your work is perfect? Kidding right???
  • You're such a bitch
  • Wow, whoever told you just to be yourself, was kinda wrong...I'd choose to be the opposite of you
  • This is my room, not yours, you add no value to it at all, at. all.
  • really? you stupid bitch.
  • Oh you're so silly? really, that's an insult to the real silly people out there.
  • ugh shut up.
  • Stop trying to tell me what to do
  • Surprise, you do not have the answer for everything
  • Go ahead share with her everything you know, it should only take about 10 seconds
  • So, a thought crossed your mind? Must have been a long and lonely journey....ugh please just shut up

Well actually writing this and reading them has made me chuckle. Good way to get my grumpy out :) I'm sure my added stress of end of the year paper work and grad school isn't helping much, but still people are just annoying.

May 15, 2011

success


Today at church someone asked me if I was Latino...guess my summer tan is coming in nicely. :)

I had a really fun weekend and I managed to get a lot of work done and still be sick at the same time. To me that definitely equal success.

I even put on some sparkly nail polish to celebrate this grand weekend! :)

I'm equally excited and frightened that there are only 23 days left of school. Minus 3 (2 personal days and one sick day I feel coming on), so really only 20 and that's like nothing.

Also, in 2 weeks I'll be 25. I feel kinda of weird because lots of people are like oh I always thought by the time I was 25 I would do this and that. Honestly, I don't remember what I thought I'd be doing when I'm 25....Now I think finishing my masters will be the highlight and a fun vacation or two. I hope I also learn to love more and better serve others. Also, to find more balance and spend more time doing for others. I think those are some good goals. I kinda have a feeling 25 is gonna be hella good!

May 11, 2011

Follow me back down into the Southside



Summer is so close, I can almost taste the salty water on my lips...am so ready to go to the beach much more this year than last! Especially now that Sarah King has realized her spiritual gift of braiding my hair. :) Very good timing because I was thinking of going with a short cut for summer, but this braiding thing will work out real nice :) Plus it will give her lots of practice that way when she has 18 kids she'll be a pro.


My new class started Monday. I'm making an effort to stay on top of things and actually do maybe like 50% of the reading, compared to the 5% I have done thus far... Ambitious I know... and I won't be able to write this on my class survey, "You should have students save their money and not buy the books because it is extremely easy to receive an A in this class without doing any of the assigned reading." My favorite comment to write, I mean since Regent forces us to write something they kinda asked for it....Okay back to work, this nice distraction is finished :)

May 10, 2011

to all those grads out there


You’ve got so much life to live and so much hurt to give, so don’t grow up so fast.
Try being young when you’re young, you’ll have time to rest when you’re gone.
Balancing the wire, now you’re holding on.
Just let go and take the fall.
Sweet, sweet adolescence… thought it would be better, but it isn’t… sweet disappointment.
Fighting for the wrong side you figured out, it’s never too late to make a difference now.
There’s nothing that can ever hold you down.
Take ‘em out.
Like the feeling of being singled out, I think it’s time we run for cover now.
Or take the blame.
It’s not a game, and there is no way out.
I think it’s time we run for cover now.
Just take the blame.
Get it Right.

Man...I love The Wedding so so much <3