Isn't it amazing how things will just started falling into place and start becoming good, that then everything that could go wrong, kinda does...yep

it only takes one word

One word answers only…

1. Cellphone: text
2. Relationship: complicated
3. My hair: up
4. Work: happy
5. My sisters: dead
6. My favorite thing: love
7. My dream last night: none
8. Favorite drink: tea
9. Dream car: cheap
10. The room I’m in : living-room
11. My shoes: smelly :)
12. My fears: overcome
13. What do I want to be in 10 years: mom
14. Who did I hang out with this weekend: king
15. What are you not good at: persevering
16. Muffin: poppy
17. One of my wish list items: mac
18. Where I grew up: PA
19. Last thing I did: drink
20. Wearing: pjs
21. Not wearing: socks
22. Your pets: dwight
23. Your computer: slow
24. Your life: steady
25. Your mood: confused
26. Missing: hugs
27. What am I thinking about right now? family
28. My car: dieing
29. My kitchen: empty
30. My summer: over
31. Favorite color: cerulean
32. Last time I laughed: church
33. Last time I cried: today
34. School: yay!
35. Love: somewhere

crisis

I feel like I'm having a crisis in my life, but I can't seem to nail it down. I just feel so very unmotivated.... I should be working on school assignments, but my mind just won't stop running and running. One day I'll be cool calm collected and chic. one day... I really want to go buy some flowers, I feel like that might make everything better...crazy I know.

there's no voicemail, nobody called

eh, so moving is stressful with other people, and brings out the beast in me....just being honest. So it's been a good weekend, not very productive but very good.

Thursday had some yummy P.F. Chang's with Ashley. Good time, duh! I think we got the exact same waiter we always get...he does have a good first letter for his name though :)

Friday, I loafed around the house...well washed some rugs. Then went to dinner and a movie. Dinner was awesome because we went to Smokey Bones. Movie...well we saw Inception, which was really good. The company I went with not so much. I hate when people complain all the time...but this person does it every time I go out with them, so I guess I shouldn't have been surprised just annoying.

Yesterday I had class all day...it was long, very long. But after I took a tiny load to the new apartment and checked it out and such. I wanted to do more but it was 110 degrees out yesterday and I didn't want to die...just me. Then I meet Dana at The Skinny Dip. OH MY GOSH I AM IN LOVE. It's so stinkin' good. basically you can pick from 10 frozen yogurt flavors and then any topping you can dream of. Yes, I think I found a new love <3


Today is Sunday. Teaching Sunday School in a hour, ha, weird to say. Then church. Then I need to run to the grocery store for work and then I'd like to think I'll move more stuff but really I need to do some school work.

So there's the run down. not much but some fun going on.

fridge

So if you've been to my house in the past 3 or 4 months you know our fridge light has been out. I think 10 different people have told me my fridge was broken...So yesterday I did something that was a long time coming, I bought a light bulb. Now it's so weird every time I open and the see light I pause for a mental, what the heck, moment. I was just so used to it always being dark inside. I kinda think that's how it is in my life, I get used to the dark times of being negative, mad at God, or feeling lazy in my faith. Glad to know my light God will still be there when I open my door of communication to him.

So I have class in 2 hours...I so do not want to go. My bedroom is seriously a mess from the start of cleaning and trying on random clothes that are on the edge of being tossed in the thrift store pile.

I feel like I've been constantly walking around like I forgot something. I have no idea what this thing is, just how I feel. I think with the moving and everything, I know I have a ton to do, so I guess that's just all in the back of my head. I hope the move itself goes well, and lots of friends come to help :)

Lately, I've been day dreaming about moving to Canada. Random I know, Canada has just been on my mind lately I suppose. Well I should go do a tad bit of work before I go pick up SK.

summer love and the livin' is easy

Well, I should be doing lesson plans right now, but I'm not cos I'm a bum some days. It has been a long month of June. ha. School is finally over. My mom and Michael came to visit for the week. Tara and Gwen came to visit for the weekend. While it has been an amazing week, it has been so tiring.

I have so much junk to do, and so little time...well as of now. I wanted to go to bed @ 11, I have 10 minutes to accomplish that. Not going to happen.

Nothing like having to work with the one and only person you always said you didn't want to work with...seriously. Is this my life right now? Because it seems like some big joke...

summer days....

Wow I'm jealous of everyone who have already started their summer. lucky...So life has been busy and stressful indeed. Just getting everything around for the end of the school year, dealing w/ the crazy behaviors that happen at the end of the year. Dealing with moving and packing, and organizing every thought that goes with 3 people moving in together. And grad school, wondering why I didn't check my orientation class earlier and realize it had to be finished before I start my class today and then worrying about paying for school, ugh. Then just worrying about me and my stuff. So those things have been swirling around in my head constantly....so I am for sure ready the welcome the summer in.

So my birthday came and went, and it really was a lovely birthday :) Got to see to see the people who I love and who love me best. :) It was fun I've had company nonstop for almost 2 and 1/2 weeks, which was fun while it lasted. But now I'm excited to go sit on my porch and read a silly little novel, to bad I really need to go read a text book...ha. such is life. Well e a I have a long list for the day, so I'll be off. :)

Tuesday or also known as 4 days till my birthday

So I'm not going to lie today at school it was a terrible horrible no good day! I just felt so drained that when the kids left I sat at my desk and cried a little.ha. I haven't done that in over a year, so I guess it was time. I think everyone is just ready for summer and I'm no exception to that. Just one of those days I wanted to go home and be productive and not be productive at work. :) Not every day can be a good day I suppose.

So I was very productive I checked online @ all the grocery store fliers and decided the thriftiest one to shop at this week, made a list, and then went shopping. Sad that my "treat" to myself was some cheddar beef hot dogs, ha. It's the simple things in life. I cooked some peas and 2 beef cheddar hot dogs and had probaly the best and laziest dinner ever! I was going to finish it off with some stove popped popcorn and tea. But sadly, I only have like 20 kernels left, sadly not enough to really pop and enjoy. But instead I had a yummy fudge bar. :) just as good I'd say and once my show is started I will make some yummy tea.

Well that was my day, I ate dinner and day dreamed about wearing an apron all day and cooking and making crafts...ha, maybe one day. My family and best friends are coming to visit me soon for my birthday, which will be just lovely. Yesterday I attacked my kitchen, sweeping every hidden nook and bleaching all the counters. Sadly, ruining one of my favorite shirts, I always forget bleach ruins clothes... Tomorrow I shall mop, vacuum, and rest. Okay, time to make some tea and watch some tv :) praying hard tomorrow will be a beautiful day :)

"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord

is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

Philippians 4:4-7