free to be me

Be honest no matter what.
Tag the same amount of people as your age

1 - Have you ever asked someone out?
yes

2 - Where was your default picture taken?
umm bathroom

3 - What's your middle name?
Marie

4 - Your current relationship status?
dating

5 - Does your crush like you back?
I would hope so

6 - What is your current mood?
just waking up from a nap mood

7 - What color pants are you wearing?
purple

8 - What color shirt are you wearing?
white

9 - Missing something?
not that I know of

10 - If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
not wear to left different shoes that one day...ha

11 - If you must be an animal for one day, what?
penguin

12 - Ever had a near death experience?
Not really

13 - Something you do a lot?
read

14 - The song stuck in your head?
Poker Face

15 - Who did you copy and paste this from?
Amber :)

16 - Name someone with the same birthday as you.
Adam from church

17 - When was the last time you cried?
Saturday

18 - Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
yea

19 - If you could have one super power what would it be?
cutting vegetables very fast

20 - What's the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
nose

21 - What do you usually order from Starbucks?
if anything tea

22 - What's your biggest secret?
my middle right toe is perfect

23 - Favorite color?
Purple

24 Do you still watch kiddie shows on TV?
i don't really watch tv much, i still watch cartoon movies

25 - What's on your walls?
pictures

26 - What are you?
a person

27 - Do you speak any other language?
No

28 - What's your favorite smell?
Cupcakes

29 - Describe your life in one word.
peaceful

30 - Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No, hopefully one day

31 - What are you thinking about right now?
I need to get ready for the gym

32 - If you could take one person to the moon, who would you take?
an astronaut to properly get me there

33 - What should you be doing?
getting ready

34 - Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
myself

35 - How often do you talk to God?
all day

36 - Do you like working in the yard?
if it's not Hott

37 - If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
easybee

38 - Do you act differently around the person you like?
i don't think so

39 - What is your natural hair color?
blah brown

40 - Who was the last person to make you cry?
a not so nice one

I woke up thinking today was Friday....

Which normally isn't a big deal. But meant I have to into work today and I don't get paid until tomorrow. I guess I got really lazy on my week and a half break, can't imagine how I'll be after my month break! scary.

So not much going on here. Been running around like crazy it seems and trying to get some stuff done. There's someone in my life who I'm starting to think I might want out. I just don't have energy for this person...which is sad. But I don't need people in my life who don't build me up. I guess we will see what becomes of the situation.

Bonnie Hunt still has her own tv show? really?? texting and driving is worse than driving drunk?really??

I finally made it to an aqua water class! I loved it! It was hard and weird to be sweating so bad while in a pool. but it was good and I wasn't bored.

gosh life!

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note completing the 36 "I’ve come to realize." At the end, choose the friends you want to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you or I knew you way back when and am interested in what life has taught you!!

1. I've come to realize that my chest-size...
will give me back problems when I get old

2. I've come to realize that my job(s)...
is amazing

3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...
I wish my ac worked 100% of the time

4. I've come to realize that I need....
a place to live

5. I've come to realize that I have lost...
my faith in certain people

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when...
people don't love

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk...
I vomit

8. I've come to realize that money...
is silly

9. I've come to realize that certain people...
should get more hobbies

10. I've come to realize that I'll always ...
read

11. I've come to realize that my sibling(s)...
are insane

12. I've come to realize that my mom...
is very different from me but the same in some ways

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone...
is sweet

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...
I was pumped for church

15. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep...
I was thinking of what will happen in a few months

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking...
my nose is running

17. I've come to realize that my dad...
probably doesn't love me, but I'm okay with that

18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook...
I go straight for pictures

19. I've come to realize that today...
is almost over

20. I've come to realize that tonight...
I must sleep

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow...
I have a lot of laundry to tend to

22. I've come to realize that I really want to...
road trip with best friend

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is...
is no one

24. I've come to realize that life...
goes by fast

25. I've come to realize that this weekend...
is over

26. I've realized the best music to listen to when I am upset...
is worship

27. I've come to realize that my friends...
love and support me as much as my family does

28. I've come to realize that this year...
is half way over!

29. I've come to realize that my ex...
smells

30. I've come to realize that maybe I should...
start packing

31. I've come to realize that I love...
myself and others

32. I've come to realize that I don't understand...
how people twist the truth so much

33. I've come to realize my past...
is over

34. I've come to realize that parties...
are sometimes just for someone to show off something

35. I've come to realize that I'm totally terrified...
of losing

36. I've come to realize that my life...
is what was planned for me :)

why?

I love the internet. I hate that it gives hateful and spiteful people another outlet for gossip, lies, put downs, and jerkiness. For the record it makes me sick that "Christian" people are some of the meanest and hatefulest people I know... They should keep their nose in God's word instead of in other people's business and lives, if they have nothing positive to add to it

I'm bring sexy back

Hey. I am having a grand week! :)

oh Tuesday, I'm glad you're less sucky then Monday

wow, so I was laying in bed like 1 hour ago. Then I thought about how I should just e-mail someone I've been trying to call so I didn't forget and then I got hooked.

I wish I went to bed when it was dark and woke up when it was light, just like Jesus.


So, today was a better day...even if I had to spend some of it with some guys playing fart sounds and asking awkward questions :)

a smart girls knows she'll never be liked quite as much as a dumb girl who doesn't finish her lunch

So I've wanted to cry all day... what's wrong with me?

Maybe going to the store and buying some tp and gift cards will help?

I ate crackers and cheese for dinner...in case anyone was wondering. I'm hungry again, big suprise.

6 more days left of school. I can't believe I have been teaching for a whole year. I feel like my life is flying past me so fast. Where has all the time gone.

As Beth Moore, would say, "It's tough being a woman who has to live in the shadow of someone."

Happy Birthday to MEE

Well, not really. My birthday is over, but I am now 23. I had such an amazing weekend!! Times 100%.. Sarah came down for the whole weekend and Kt cam down for the week. They love me, it is true.

So Sarah and I drove and kept driving. Came to an island which has wild ponies. and decided to stay the night. I love random adventures and it was so much fun!!! I hope my life is full of many more spontaneous adventures!

Stay with the people you love and love those people you stay with

Man, It was been a terribly busy week. I haven't had much time to just sit back and relax. Sarah was down for an interview and I'm hoping and praying God will make a way for everything to fall into place. I handed in my notice that I won't be living here in 60 days. scary stuff, because that means I'm going to need a place to stay! I guess it's scary cos the devil is amazing at taking my one tiny grain of doubt and turning it into a bolder. So that has been a tad stressful.

I've also really been struggling with grad school. I thought I new what God wanted me to do about that, but I just feel like nothing is falling into place at all. I really don't know where God is calling me to go... I just wish God and I were on the same time frame or owned the same watch...

This weekend should be an amazing time of laughter, joy, and rest! Because I'm headed up to Sarah's for the long weekend to do not much other anything at all. Maybe a walk through the woods or a dance in the moonlight, but any other best friend activities are precious and secret!

So I joined a Summer Shake Off challenge at the gym! I'm excited, I love a good competition! So I have to try to lose as much weight as I can before August 1st. I think it will be fun. Challenging and it will definitely test my self-control, but fun.

This is another time I really miss college. Because I would be at home now with my friends, family, and boyfriend. so sad:( I would totally re-do college in a heartbeat. Like that terrible Tommy Lee show, where he went back to college. yeah! I can be the next Tommy Lee!

I wish I had something clever to say....hmmm. I had amazing ice cream today near odu, it was yummy! I had an not so amazing phone conversation with an Asian man on the phone today. I was calling random places in my gps and asking if they were ice cream shops, ha. He said no and said what are you looking for? and then proceeded to tell me every ice cream place he new, but I couldn't really understand him. So eventually I had to hang up, so sorry man if you're out there!

so, I know sometimes that a good plan isn't always God's plan. BUT I think this is a good plan arranged by God :)