home

I really enjoyed being home :) It's refreshing to be surrounded by people who love you know matter what and do everything they can to show it and support you. I needed some of that this weekend :) Of course there was the drama, which always comes along with being home, but I guess that will never change.

Okay, finishing my quiz then watching lots and lots of tv

Honestly some days I really can't stand myself. This isn't a new revelation, it just seems that lately those days are popping up more and more. It's not one thing it's just everything how I look, how I talk, things I do, things I don't do, how I treat others, how I'm being treated, how I walk, everything and anything. I just have been down lately and just constantly disappointed with me. I wish this was an easy thing I could just get over in a few days, but realistically it's not at all, not even close. I feel like I'm just waiting around for something to help and make everything click and be better again. I know this sounds pretty stupid, but I honestly don't know what else to do, I'm just stuck. stuck, stuck, stuck. I hope you be unstuck soon, stay tuned, who knows, anything is possible ya know.

fruitful

I've been trying very hard lately to be fruitful, notice I've been trying. This also means I have been failing a lot...That's life though I guess, you fall and ask God to help pick yourself up.

Dana's baby shower is today!! Yikes, I can't believe it's here already, after a lot of time, work, blood, sweat, and tears...it is here! I'm nervous, but I think it will be pretty awesome!

Okay, time to get ready for church, sitting downstairs in a towel, isn't contributing to this cause at all.