banging on a trash can

So I'm sitting here at Panera, well I've been here for 2 hours using the internet and refilling my cup...ha. I'm a bum I know. But yeah, no internet for a while. Not everything has been working out the way I thought, planned, prayed, and wished they would. BUT I'm coming to terms with it all I suppose. I know God provides purposely and perfectly for our lives. So now I'm just hanging out and debating what my next move should be...Definitely taking my time though. I do really like my new place and will love it once I have the internet. Only five more days left of summer school and then I'm off until the 28th! :) Pretty sweet deal aye? Abbie is coming to see me next week and I'm going to get to see Nate and Erika this weekend! So many blessings are coming my way I know. AND I just saw a tall kid walk into a light in Panera! :) ha. I only wish I was in a place where it would be socially acceptable to laugh out loud at him. Next week for summer school we're building a volcano...I'm pretty nervous about this, not going to lie. I've never done it before and to do it with a bunch of kids with Autism, well it should be interesting.

Also, I haven't really unpacked anything since my family left Sunday night. Man I miss them a lot. Well I really miss the hugs...which is crazy I know. But I really only get hugs at church and school, not at home. ha. Well only when I try to hug my lonely cat who follows me around everywhere. I rolled on top of him this morning cos I didn't know he was in bed with me lol.

So I'm off to the gym I suppose, to work it! ha yeah. Go and talk to the old ladies who love me. I'm really glad I enjoy the water aerobic classes at the gym. When I first started in March I was getting very bored just doing the machines...but I didn't want to do a floor class. So it only took stubborn me 4 months to try the water aerobic classes. It's fun, different, and also weird sweating in a pool, but I like it none the less. Hmm nothing else is really new. Some man is hovering around me waiting for fresh coffee....weird-o. I hope he doesn't start a conversation with me. Nothing against him, I'm just not a fan of talking to strangers, I guess cos you don't really get anything from it so I just feel like blah, why did I just do that. Yes, weird I know. I really need to pick up my shot glasses from 2 weeks ago, not like thet're good enough to sell, I just want to get them.

I can't wait to go home in August. I just want to relax. One thing I want to do, just lay in the grass at Elma's. and maybe go to Tobias Animal Farm, with Chad! =) and of course go to my home church :) ha. I really want to go tent camping but I don't see that happening, unless it's in someone's yard.

Ok this girl next to me is really whiney. She works here and is complaining about her hours, cos she wants more time off cos someone is visiting her and she hasn't seen them in 2 months and she needs to catch up with them. DUH Panera! Just your stuff together! The world obviously revolves around this girl. She keeps going on and on and on and on....stop cos now she's making me go on and on and on and on about how annoying she is, thus making me be annoying. Ok. I need to go to the gym so I can get some steam room in before water class.