a survey I say

Ten things I'd like to say to certain people. (but don't say their name)

10. I worry about you and think you are making all the wrong choices.
9. I love you so much and would be so lost and crazy without you.
8. When you die I don't think I'll be able to go on....
7. You disgust me times ten, and it's really hard to pretend that I want to be your friend, when I can't stand the person you've become.
6. You make me so proud I could cry!
5. Stop being so lazy! If not you'll miss out on a lot of things in life.
4. I don't hate anyone, but if I did it would be you.
3. I hate being around you, you're toxic, but I can't seem to quit you.
2. You're great and I miss you a ton!
1. I strive to be more like you.



Nine things about myself.

9. Lately my life has been blah like.
8. Honestly, there are somethings I would redo in life.
7. I am very shy.
6. I wish I could keep contact with all the people I think about on a daily basis.
5. I am afraid to be lonely.
4. I am sometimes disgustingly prideful.
3. I don't trust people easily and am always suspect, it probably is from having people in my life who always lied to me.
2. I can't wait until I can live with my best friend.
1. I have amazing family and friends.



Eight ways to win my heart.

8. Be adorable, at least in my eyes
7. Listen to me complain and whine
6. Play with little kids
5. Make me laugh
4. Be respectful
3. Have integrity
2. Be honest
1. Love Jesus



Seven things that cross my mind a lot.

7. music lyrics, bible verses, or quotes. I actually think in these things a lot, but usually don't share.
6. the future
5. loosing weight
4. my lists :)
3. Friends
2. Family
1. God



Six things I do before I fall asleep.

6. set my alarm
5. set the sleep timer on my tv
4. bring Dwight over to me
3. think
2. flip on my belly
1. relax



Five of your favorites.

5. Language: English, I know it best
4. Website: facebook
3. Sports team: eh
2. Fast food restaurant: Chick-fil-a
1. Thing to do: sit and talk to folks or play games



Four things I'm wearing right now.

4. penguin pajama pants
3. Beaver String Quartet t-shirt
2. blue underpants
1. glasses


Three songs that I listen to often.

3. Bad Romance- Lady GaGa
2. You Can Do Better- Say Anything
1. The Spirit vs. The Kick Drum- Derek Webb



Two things I want to do before I die

2. travel and enjoy other cultures
1. love the people around me the best I can



One confession

1. I could live my life more, but I like the comfort of not striving for more. So I work on fighting this feeling of comfort everyday...