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I feel like I've been stuck in a weird rut the past few days. I've just been tired and not motivated to do anything at all... Hopefully I will get my butt in gear! So that's that. I do dread one day this week, but I don't even know what day it will be. ha.

So in life sometimes you're just not included in everything. It never bothered me that much actually (yes on bad days it probaly would), because I know sometimes different people just need to spend alone time or want times with close friends so those times are special. So this is why it does not bothered me. I mean I now admit it there were times in college Sarah and I would sneak off to hang out and have private best friend time, which is fine, because we needed it sometimes. But it drives me crazy me how some people get so upset and can feel so left out sometimes. I guess I understand if you best friend in the whole wide world has a party and doesn't invite you, but most of the time that's not the case at all. Maybe it's because I'm a shy and laid back person that it doesn't bother me getting into situations where social anxiety could take over or maybe I'm the freak here...who knows...people are just plain weird I guess.

I've really been in the game playing mood.

In other news not much else going on. School has been going good. I still can't believe I really and truly love my job!! :D

Something else has been going on. It's confusing, hard, and great all at the same time.