can you take me and make something beautiful? don't want my ugly mess to embarrass you, so I'm begging you can you make me something beautiful

I've been thinking a lot about drama and major issues that people face in life. I've always been a person who looks at other's lives and try to learn from them so I don't repeat the same problems in life. I've come to a somewhat conclusion, that God never asks us to be perfect. All God asks us to do is to keep our hearts in check so that we will love the things that he loves and hates the things that he hates. Yes, this is wicked hard and some days I have to check my heart four five times a day and I often fail. I really think that if people keep their hearts in check, they won't have perfect lives but they'll have lives full of joy because they are honoring God. This was my conclusion for the messes I've seen around me... Just something I've learned form them and is going to take with me.


In other news, I think one day I'd like to live in a yellow house with a red roof. Just a silly dream I thought I'd share :)